Photo of the Day 5

Giannis Drivakis by Costas Avgoulis

NYArtkings

New York Artkings is an international t-shirt company. The guys on their ads are cute as fuck. And the tees are actually not that bad looking. The pictures are taken by a photographer named Lenny. Visit nyartkings.com to view the models' portfolios and purchase the shirts. Flickr.

Predictions

I met this girl from school who can read tarot cards and palms. Of course I asked her to give me a reading.
She said that I was a good person. I'm funny. Artistic. People like me. But I still hold back. I'm not myself sometimes.
She said I was selfish and shallow. I don't have a lot of friends.
I've been depressed and lonely for a long period of time.
I will live a long life, but I should be careful of things that could damage my health.
She said there was no line on my palm that represented marriage. I might have one child.
She said all I really want is for somebody to love me.

I guess the upside is that she said something will happen eventually that will end my loneliness and achieve happiness.
And hey, just because I'm never getting married does not mean I'm never gonna meet the love of my life and spend the rest of my life with him. It just means we won't have a ceremony where we exchange vows and kiss in front of people.

There is this guy. He makes me act like a little child when I'm around him. All needy and annoying. He hates me. Thats probably why nothing has happened between us yet. I always feel so stupid when I'm hanging out with a guy I like. Too forward and desperate. No wonder I'm single. >.<


I should stop posting my bad qualities and focus more on the good. The love of my life could be reading my blog and think I am this superficial selfish and shallow person. Which I'm not. I'm nice and helpful and caring and sweeeeet =] haha

Photo of the Day 4

Antoine Gesson by Elvis di Fazio

Kai Z Feng Photography

Kai Z Feng was the first photographer I fell in love with. He was the first to really inspire me to pursue photography. Visit his website. Flickr.

VPP: Alexander R

'Boyfriend' by Frankmusik

Sigh

sigh. ive been spending way too much money. i should really be saving em to buy a small fridge for my room, or a car, or to be able to pay for everything myself when i move out. i just need somebody to let me stay with them >.< sigh. school is boring as fuck. i gotta write an essay tomorrow. ugh. havent really met anybody special. i suck at making new friends.
sigh. i really dont know if im gonna go anywhere with my photography. if i was taller and better looking i would probably become an exotic dancer or a prostitute (who uses protection). its so hard to make a living when youre starting out to be a photographer. i dont wanna be working at dunkin donuts for the rest of my life. i wish i could just meet a man who would be the breadwinner and i just stay home and look pretty haha
sigh. no matter how many shirtless pictures i post i stil cant get hot guys to talk to me. i guess thats good that people are less shallow these days. how can i post pictures of my personality? maybe that'll get them to talk to me. and ask me out. and live happily ever afterrr
sigh. when am i going to be happy?

Photo of the Day 3

Leandro Cagliari by Didio